In my constant feeling of emotional connection to Louise Bourgeois emotional connection to her body, especially her maternal body and the connection between our own maternal body and mother earth, but also considering the materials they seem to represent the mother-mother earth toughness, showing through the bulges, mounds and valleys, whereas my “torso/mother body/motherlamp” seems like it could not be further away from toughness. The main idea comes firstly from the feeling of the drawing being ” good for nothing” after an an unsuccessfull(in my opinion,as nothing sold) exhibition, from the need of destruction of something that didn’t achieve it’s purpose. But somehow, it is in the creasing, wrinkling and “tossing out” where I saw a potential for repair, for making something new out of the useless, for finding a new meaning in it. Yet my version of Torso is finding the strength in the vulnerable, embracing the weakness of the stretched out/wrinkled/torn and stitched back together pregnant and postnatal body, embracing the imperfections and giving them a new meaning by combining them with the light and the heartbeat emanating from within. It is like a little note to Bourgeois saying: I know what it feels like, but it’s ok to hurt and to show it, that’s where your power is.
Louise Bourgeois “Amoeba” 1963–5, cast 1984
https://www.tate.org.uk/art/artworks/bourgeois-amoeba-t07780
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An amoeba is a single-celled organism which moves by changing its shape and reproduces by division. Bourgeois’s sculpture Amoeba is a roughly modelled organic form, its bulges and single opening suggesting a moving, living creature in the stages of evolution. The idea for it came from the artist’s memories of the tadpoles she played with in one of the rivers near her various homes as a child (Weiermair, p.15). It is dominated by a large swelling which evokes pregnancy and pre-natal life. Herself a mother, Bourgeois has made pregnancy and motherhood the subject of many works. She made several drawings in the 1940s and 1950s depicting the maternal body, swollen with breasts or eggs. She has said: ‘for me, sculpture is the body. My body is my sculpture’ (Bourgeois, p.228). She has also written: ‘our own body could be considered, from a topographical point-of-view, a land with mounds and valleys and caves and holes. So it seems rather evident to me that our own body is a figuration that appears in mother earth’ (Bourgeois, p.126). Amoeba was originally made of plaster which, now cast in bronze with a white patina, it still resembles. The bronze casting took place in 1984. This is the first in an edition of six. Uncharacteristically for a Bourgeois sculpture, Amoeba is mounted on the wall. In this it is related to another sculpture, Torso, Self-Portrait 1963-4 (Galerie Lelong, Zurich), which is made of the same materials and is usually hung in a similar way. This connection with Torso suggests that Amoeba can be read as a portrait of the artist as a protean organism coming into being.
The early 1960s were a period of intense sculptural experimentation for Bourgeois who, after using mainly wood in the 1940s and 1950s, turned to such non-traditional materials as latex, plastic, rubber and cement as well as the classic sculptural materials of plaster, bronze and marble. Her early sculptures were hard, vertical, totemic forms, often made by mounting wooden elements on a pole supported by a metal base. Generically known as her Personnages (1947-9), they represent people (those she loved, those she missed) and were exhibited standing in meaningful relation to one another. They were followed by more geometric wooden structures in the 1950s. With the new materials Bourgeois began modelling softer, more organic forms which lie on a horizontal surface, or hang freely in space from a hook. Several of these are titled Lair, indicating a desire to hide or a need to make a home. Others are referred to as Landscapes and represent instincts and urges from the unconscious. These works expand the sculptural language for the emotional and psychological world which Bourgeois had begun with the wooden Personnages.
Further reading:
Louise Bourgeois: Memory and Architecture, exhibition catalogue, Museo Nacional Centro de Arte Reina Sofia, Madrid 1999, reproduced pl.32
Louise Bourgeois, Marie-Louise Bernadac, Hans-Ulrich Obrist, Destruction of the Father/Reconstruction of the Father: Writings and Interviews 1923-1997, London 1998
Peter Weiermair, Louise Bourgeois, exhibition catalogue, Frankfurter Kunstverein, Frankfurt am Main 1995, p.15, reproduced p.94, pl.47
Elizabeth Manchester
August 2001