{"id":2876,"date":"2026-02-15T20:59:42","date_gmt":"2026-02-15T20:59:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/?p=2876"},"modified":"2026-02-19T08:52:06","modified_gmt":"2026-02-19T08:52:06","slug":"pina-bausch-sweet-mambo-and-louise-bourgeois-on-sewing-as-repair","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/pl\/pina-bausch-sweet-mambo-and-louise-bourgeois-on-sewing-as-repair\/","title":{"rendered":"PINA BAUSCH SWEET MAMBO AND LOUISE BOURGEOIS ON SEWING AS REPAIR"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I have been obsessed with Pina Bausch dance company since I first saw The Rite of Spring almost 30 years ago, in 1998 in Warsaw&#8217;s Sala Kongresowa (https:\/\/www.pinabausch.org\/archives\/programme\/nelk_19981114_61_0000), not just the touching and emotionally charged dancing but the astounding and magical set design: when I saw that floor in Nelken, covered in soil and then in hundreds of pink carnations, accompanied by the musicsomehow that image has been embedded in my head forever. Also, reading the pamphlet from the 1998 about Pina&#8217;s work, I am astounded by the fact that already in the 1970s &#8220;before Arno W\u00fcstenh\u00f6fer appointed her director of ballet at the Wuppertal stages under his leadership, she had already articulated in the work <em data-start=\"215\" data-end=\"225\">Nachnull<\/em> her departure from classical modern dance movement. The \u201cbroken,\u201d worn-out, fatigued gestures signalled an approaching doubt as to whether the world \u2014 even if it is the world of dance \u2014 can be explained through a normalised language, abstracted from storytelling and fairy tales.<\/p>\n<p><img fetchpriority=\"high\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-2884\" src=\"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/Screenshot-2026-02-15-at-21.35.56-214x300.png\" alt=\"\" width=\"214\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/Screenshot-2026-02-15-at-21.35.56-214x300.png 214w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/Screenshot-2026-02-15-at-21.35.56-729x1024.png 729w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/Screenshot-2026-02-15-at-21.35.56-768x1079.png 768w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/Screenshot-2026-02-15-at-21.35.56-9x12.png 9w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/Screenshot-2026-02-15-at-21.35.56.png 820w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 214px) 100vw, 214px\" \/> \u00a0<img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-2882\" src=\"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6263-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6263-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6263-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6263-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6263-9x12.jpg 9w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6263.jpg 1440w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"507\" data-end=\"1006\">Later, in the subsequent works created in Wuppertal, the themes, forms, and working methods gradually emerged that are characteristic of Pina Bausch\u2019s contemporary style and aesthetic. Even at the time when she transformed Gluck\u2019s operas <em data-start=\"745\" data-end=\"766\">Iphigenia in Tauris<\/em> and <em data-start=\"771\" data-end=\"793\">Orpheus and Eurydice<\/em> into ballet performances according to a pure modern dance theory, one could already see in them that compassion for women-victims which later reached its culmination in the great lament of <em data-start=\"983\" data-end=\"1003\">The Rite of Spring<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1008\" data-end=\"1329\">This developed into an attempt to \u201crepair\u201d the world of men in 1976, in an evening devoted to the works of Brecht and Weill, where for the first time the perfected form of the new Wuppertal style was introduced \u2014 Women\u2019s Liberation on the ballet stage \u2014 this time radiant, conscious of victory, and devoid of any shyness.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1008\" data-end=\"1329\">It was the same case in Pina Bausch group&#8217;s 14.02.26 Saddlers Wells Angel performance of &#8220;Sweet Mambo&#8221;, with male-female violence subtly but unshyly expressed by the dancers, the complicated balance. The expression of the difficulties of life expressed so beautifully by &#8220;<span data-contrast=\"none\">Bausch\u2019s dancers-turned-collaborators&#8221; who &#8220;bring years of experience, influenced by their own personal recollections, to communicate in movement what can\u2019t be said in words.&#8221; I felt unsettled and moved, trying desperately to get back\/wake up in my head the feeling of almost 30 years ago, at 16, when I felt just purely happy and so inspired by Bausch&#8217;s Nelken. 28 years later realising I&#8217;m now 44 years old, in a relationship lasting longer than 20 years, after some previous failed relationships full of love, abandonment and dissapointments. It is not currently possible for me to just feel &#8220;innocently happy&#8221; but in turn what resonates with me is the fact that &#8220;<\/span><span data-contrast=\"none\">this performance explores our inner motivations and lays bare the sweetness and severity of life.&#8221; and maybe it is less joyful and innocent but there is the brutal honesty in it that makes me feel like I currantly have a life deeply lived, with all it&#8217;s joys and sorrows combined. And maybe feeling so much all the time is worth more than just being blissfully happy all the time.<\/span><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1008\" data-end=\"1329\"><img decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-2881\" src=\"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6272-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6272-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6272-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6272-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6272-9x12.jpg 9w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6272.jpg 1440w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-2880\" src=\"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6273-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6273-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6273-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6273-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6273-9x12.jpg 9w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6273.jpg 1440w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/> <img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-medium wp-image-2879\" src=\"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6271-225x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"225\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6271-225x300.jpg 225w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6271-768x1024.jpg 768w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6271-1152x1536.jpg 1152w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6271-9x12.jpg 9w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6271.jpg 1440w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 225px) 100vw, 225px\" \/><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1008\" data-end=\"1329\">And that led me to thinking of repair, and the idea that no matter how traumatic and difficult, there is always possibility of repair and it is Louise Bourgeois quote, which led me to that idea in @women_in_art: &#8220;Louise Bourgeois, often explored themes of intimacy, memory, and emotional healing in her work. Her quote &#8220;The act of sewing is a process of emotional repair&#8221; reflects her belief in the therapeutic power of creative practices. Sewing, for Bourgeois symbolises more than just a craft, it became a metaphor for mending emotional wounds and creating connections.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1008\" data-end=\"1329\">And yet again my brain starts to wonder whether it might be at all possible that sewing\/mending might be the answer to my emotional struggle with mother-artist identity.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_2878\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-2878\" style=\"width: 168px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-2878\" src=\"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6228-168x300.jpeg\" alt=\"\" width=\"168\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6228-168x300.jpeg 168w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6228-572x1024.jpeg 572w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6228-768x1376.jpeg 768w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6228-858x1536.jpeg 858w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6228-7x12.jpeg 7w, https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/02\/IMG_6228.jpeg 1072w\" sizes=\"(max-width: 168px) 100vw, 168px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-2878\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">Screenshot<\/figcaption><\/figure>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I have been obsessed with Pina Bausch dance company since I first saw The Rite [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":2883,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[582,599,46,143,174,164,210,142,33,238,133,508,7,113,98,355,681,295,146,451],"tags":[735,737,10,60,734,52,732,67,733,731,738,736,108],"class_list":["post-2876","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-aging","category-artists","category-bodies","category-caring","category-childhood","category-dancers","category-duality","category-emotions","category-experiences","category-family","category-feminism","category-freedom","category-ideas","category-identity","category-inspiration","category-love","category-pride","category-reflections","category-relationships","category-symbolism","tag-aesthetic","tag-carnations","tag-dancers","tag-environment","tag-male-female-violence","tag-mental-health","tag-modern-dance","tag-overwhelmed","tag-personal-reflections","tag-pina-bausch","tag-repair","tag-set-design","tag-stitching"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/pl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2876","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/pl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/pl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/pl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/pl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2876"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/pl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2876\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2920,"href":"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/pl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2876\/revisions\/2920"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/pl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/2883"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/pl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2876"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/pl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2876"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/olgaszynkarczuk.com\/pl\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2876"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}