As I’m choosing which medium to use for hardening delays thinking about the patriarchy and how to express women and mothers to be sweet and yummy but it creates a cast that’s hard to breathe the cage and suffocating machinery around them. This is why this is the best material I’m choosing: Sweet but Suffocating.
Also would I like about using wet paper or lace soaked in sugar water, is that once the material is soaked in something and wet you can push it to its limits and test how far you can go and that idea of pushing something to its absolute limit, to the edge of how much it can handle is fascinating to me because I think when you are a mother and you are expected to be a good mother or even a perfect mother. You keep pushing yourself to your limits to prove to everyone and yourself that in fact you are managing to be perfect, you are reaching this impossible goal, you are doing well. You are being the best mother you can be. But at what cost? Until the lace looses it’s original shape and becomes something else completely, until you forget completely who you were before you were a mother.
Suffering and abandonment versus security and care. which one makes a greater Artist? Comparing the work of Tracey Emin/Louise Bourgeois and Tereza Stehlikova. Add my
Pagan traditions, witchcraft, and goddesses versus religions. Which one of these philosophies is better for women? Mickiewicz, find artists
Children of artists burden or inspiration? Alejandro from OMPL, Noe Kuremoto with…
If dictators such as Hitler (unsuccessfull painter) and Trump (potential musocal actor) were given a chance to be creative, would they not focus on destroying the world?
Can crafts be considered Art in the hands of women the way they are in the hands of men? Compare Pawel Grunert Meblarium with polish crafts women. Does lace become Art when turned into a cube lamp and put in a modern museum?
Should Art be People or for Profit or Both?
Legacy
My Art could nurture craftspeople and/or kindle a life-long passion for the arts in the next generation of young people.
How Caring and providing can make you seem so fulfilled and rich on the outside but actually drained and empty on the inside with only a faintly flickering light of hope in the middle.
A dream about being heavily pregnant and giving birth in difficult conditions giving birth to a baby girl which the birth itself looks quite smooth and the baby girl that came out was very big. She had an umbilical cord wrapped around her neck so I screamed for someone to grab a pair of scissors and they did they were kids scissors that are used for playing and cutting out paper colourful bright scissors and I think it was someone young like a teenager maybe even one of my children who came and cut the umbilical cord that was wrapped around the neck. It was wrapped around three times and I started unwrapping it manually by myself before someone came around to cut it and I was looking at the girls face looked very calm and peaceful then didn’t cry so I started tapping her back to make sure she started breathing and crying
Widoczki: my mum remembered there were no colour tvs between 1960-70s and putting flowers, chocolate wrappers and other colourful elements behind pieces of glass could have served as a way to look for colour and a first simplest version of a colour screen. In 2025 my brothers generation uses special b&w settings on their phones to make them visually less appealing and therefore less tempting to use. My husband and his cousin used to make them at their grandparents garden using bits of broken glass found in the garden. They were most probably bits of window glass, which must have been shattered during the war and survived there until the 1990s